Dear Coco –
There was so much I wanted to tell you much I just didn’t have time. Five minutes on our phone call was not enough time. Not to be weird but your voice gave me strength and at the same time made me realize how much I miss the real world. This world is so artificial and set in its ways.
We talk constantly of ‘killing our enemies’ and the ‘terrors’ abroad. I think I’m beginning to realize what a peaceful person I really am. Hahaha…
To be dreamy and go back to fantasy land, I wish I could be on a beach somewhere, drinking margaritas, watching the waves crash against the shore while listening to music. To be in a blissful state where the only thing I have to worry about is if I need another drink or more sunscreen. Just being alone with my friends there, talking about life and the paths we’ve chosen.
I suppose it’s too late for me. I have at least a 6 year adventure ahead of me with the Army . . . I’ve chosen my path for now . . . A grand story of sorts. Man, I’m starting to feel like Bilbo Baggins here, writing about my life! hahahahaha . . .
Anyways, I have Fireguard (work) at 0200 so I have to sleep. Just know I’m thinking about the future away from the military. Hopefully I will wind up on that beach drinking margaritas in my dreams!